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Visiting. [Jun. 19th, 2005|02:16 pm]
Tobias and I got to see Ax off before he left back for space. Now, he knows Tobias isn't crazy.

It's nice and quiet in my little apartment with occasional visits from Tobias. . okay frequent ones. I don't mind afterall.

Soon though I will have to look for a job. Hmmm. . CIA sounds nice.
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Home sweet home [May. 26th, 2005|02:38 am]
[mood |calmcalm]
[music |You Wanted More --Tonic]

I'm finally back home. I ended up flying all of my furniture to America, and buying an apartment via the internet.

It's a nice apartment. And I bought the one that was furtherest out of town and closest to the woods, for obvious reasons. I bought a perch just for my love and have it next to my bed.

I have not made contact with the others yet, but Tobias told me that he told Ax about me. Although, he's not sure that Ax believed him. Once I'm settled down I will more foreward and get a hold of everyone else. Cassie being the first.
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Going Home delayed. [May. 23rd, 2005|11:38 pm]
[mood |busybusy]
[music |Crown of Scars --Lifehouse]

My trip home will be delayed for I will not be able to return to America with Tobias as I had planned. There are a few ties I have to finish up here before I go back.

This may work out a little better. Imagine the surprised look on his face when I show up back home. Imagine the look on everyone's faces. .. .

I'll have to welcome the attention I get from them for as long as I have to. I missed them all, and will most likely be equally pleased to seem them. I just really don't like explaining myself.

I hope all goes well.
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Entry # 3: Company [May. 13th, 2005|10:52 am]
[mood |lovedloved]
[music |Easy Breezy --Utada Hikaru]

Tobias has been in my company for a couple of days now. He's spend the night in my apartment, perched on my bed post, and will be staying with me the rest of the time he is here.

The first morning we were rudely interrupted with load banging at my door. It was my mananager, Jackson. The punk has this crazy idea I'm his girlfriend and does not leave me alone sometimes. We were able to rid of him though.

Later that day, Tobias and I shared quite an exciting moment when he kissed me. I just melted into him when he did that. I felt like I was in heaven. I have not told him this yet, but I'm going to put in my two weeks notice at work and go back home with him. I honestly don't think I could be apart from him again after bein in his presence.

I wander what will result in all of this?

((OOC, Tobias is on an airplane right now IRL and I'll be on a camping trip for the weekend, so we'll be gone for awhile. I have a chat log I need to edit and post, but I'll do that Sunday.))
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Enrty No. 2: Discovered [May. 12th, 2005|01:29 pm]
[mood |calmcalm]
[music |Kesenai Tsumi-FMA OST]

Seems like my break has come to an end. Who would've thought that Tobias would do television show in Auckland? It surprised me to see as well to see his face in the Auckland Mall Gap Store. (For those of you that do not know I have assumed a managers position at the store. It pays the bills, and it isn't a job I complain about all too much.)

I trust Tobias not to tell anyone of my presence. I know he won't becuase I asked him too. I don't know what's going to happen now that at least one of my former comrades knows that I'm alive. I'm glad is was Tobias that found me and not anyone else. I don't think anyone else could keep their mouth shut. Especially Marco.

I'll just have to wait and see the outcome.
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Meme [May. 11th, 2005|06:28 pm]
[mood |cynicalcynical]

Oh hellz yea bi-atchez! This certainly brightened up my Day. XDCollapse )
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Entry # 1: Memory [May. 11th, 2005|02:27 pm]
[mood |melancholymelancholy]
[music |Away From Me -Evanesance]

It took me awhile to realize that I was not dead. I should have been dead. I didn't know why I should be, I just know that it was supposed to be. I was not dead though. The warmth of my skin and the faint breaths could tell me that.

My memory was jaded, clouded, fuzzy. I knew my own name. Rachel. Rachel was my name. I knew I had just been envolved in something important, I just didn't know what. I knew that there was someone I loved. I just didn't know who.

As the days went by my memory returned to me slowly. The war, the battles, my friends, Tobias. The war was over and we had won. My purpose in life was over.

At first I was going to return to others, but I stopped myself. I needed time to think, to find a new purpose for myself. There was no chance of me ever returning to a normal life again. My hands were far too stained for such a thing. The desire to fight, the desire to battle, that fire burned in my soul. It was awe consuming.

So instead I hid myself. I ranaway for the time being. I found a place I could temporaily call home in New Zealand. There I remain, until I can find a purpose in life again.

I miss them all dearly. I miss my family. I miss my friends. I miss Tobias. Please bear with my absence just a little longer, and do not forget about me.
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